all hallows eve

WOO!!! it's halloween. the night of the living dead is here. the one night of the year that the spirits get to walk the earth.
dont be scared. they're not all mean, i know a few friendly spirits and deamons.
like this guy. hes not as bad as he looks.
oh by the way. HE KNOWS WHERE YOU LIVE AND IS WATCHING YOU RIGHT NOW!!!

army shop

my step dad took me to an army shop to get some clothes to take to cameroon with me.
the man gave me a freebe torch hehe

btw

i have decided to change my name to midnightrose. i'm still pusscat just prefer this name

lonely

just got in the house from school and nobodys in even though my mum has the day off.
feel random. just got the bus driver to drop me off outside my house!!! :P

yay

i just got wireless on my laptop at least for while i'm at my dads, on the downside the shop that set it all up for us had to wipe everything off back to the factory settings :(
still...i'm on a buzz hehe :D

cant believe it

today in maths when we were doing a practice test the teacher said 'so how do you feel about being the last year to do KS3 SATs?' we were all :0 they cant do that, it isnt fair on all of us that had to do them.


on a more positive note for me ... i'm going to Cameroon in November!!! yay :D
haha just over a month left its going to be nice and warm over there hehe :P

omg

on the school bus on wednesday two of teh lads were having a bit of a fight and one of them ran to the back of the bus were i was sitting with my guitar, grabbed it and used it as a shield the other lad laid on top of that. i told him to get off it coz he was going to break it but he just said 'oh am i?' and laid back on the neck. he only got off when i slapped him and dragged him off. luckily its still in one piece and he didnt even knock it out of tune. if he had broke it i was going to tell him that it had cost me £200 even though it didnt and say that i wanted the money the next day. i hate him

taekwondo

tomorow after school i'm going to a self defence class (a bit like karate) and that is a really good way to calm down after a stressful day at school. i havent done anything like that for about 3 years so i hope i'm not rusty, well even if i am i wont be the only one coz its only the first class. shame it's only for an hour though. if i really dont like someone i just imagine that the pads we have to hit are their face, that way i let out all of my anger but dont actually hurt them, although i might accidently hurt the person holding the pads though if i miss or hit it too hard. still...yay i love doing stuff like that.

grandad

the party that i mentioned a few posts ago, i didnt go to it.
apparently my grandad was asking about me, i dont think he's realised that if he just picked up the phone and called me rather than relying on my dad to tell him stuff, he would know these things and i might be a bit more interested in going and seeing him. my dad said he thinks he doesnt call because he doesnt want to speak to my mum (his daughter).
what should i do, my dad mentioned going to see him the other week. i dont really want to, not because dont want to see him but because i would feel uncomfortable being around him after so long and the fact that him and my mum dont really get along.

mums talking about boys = save me

yesterday i was going somewhere with school and my mam asked who else was going so i said a few people and said that i only really knew one of them because he was going out with one of my other friends. and she said 'aw dont you have a boyfriend?' i said no (sad but true i feel like the odd one out, all of my friends have had at least 1 boyfriend apart from one who is muslim and thinks all boys are disgusting) then she said 'is there anyone you like?' i just kept quiet with about 10 lads going through my head and she said 'that means yes' so i said 'no that means why are you asking.'
i mean i know shes my mam and stuff but whats it got to do with her if i like any lads or not? is she gunna fix me up or something? please say she isnt. i will die if she is it will be so embarasing and he probably wont be that nice.
please say that my mam isnt the only one like this, she wants to know everything that goes on in my life but then when i start to tell her the phone rings or she sees something on the telly and stops listening. if shes on the phone its impossible for it to be a 5 minute call more like 1 hour at least. and they say teenagers spend too long on the phone.

heroes!!!

yay i am so happy!!! the new series of heroes starts tonight!!! :D